I am liking this new tradition
of up to 4am on friday night
being with you

I got to touch you lovingly a few times, in my mind impossibility danced.
i nearly said
i nearly didnt

what I don't get
is how my head keeps
tricking me to think
that almost soon
I'll have you
for mine

impossibility not an option?
no is not an answer complete

i look at you, touch you
where is the feeling of defeat

i am getting to know jealousy well.