the anger is gone
well at least most of it. And the irrational bitter anger toward him melted without him even knowing it was there. I feel alot better.
I do still feel disgusting. And I hate when people ask me how my weekend with my girlfriend went, because then i tell them and they want to know why, they want a play by play which i do not want t give them at all. I just want to do my work, and watch some movies with my friends and sleep, just live basically.
I can't tell if my stomache hurts because of the pizza last night or not