This might be the first night in a while i go to bed without seeing them. It is odd.
I want to see them . . . but I dont want to be so set in routine, and i dont want to rely so heavily
I dont want to need them, espescially when i dont think they need me

This summer

I have built all new constructs of supprt. I am worried that those back home will not work anymore. How do i fall asleep without talking to harold and jordan?

My roommate is counting down the days till the end of the semester. It is impossible for me to forget that time is closing in.
I'm not sure of what I am going to do.