Last update: 2004-09-30 12:21 a.m.
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Bi-Polar version 15 Even more of my psychotic ramblings |
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if only i could control it
fully erect the wall
that i so long to have within myself
that some people are off limits
some people i cannot be attracted to
even if she does have the msot amazing laugh
or say the lines to my favorite movie
right before i do,
so that we echo eachother
i cant control the longing i feel
the urge to say things do things
feel things
that seem so natural
but cant be
shouldnt be
that i cant allow myself
to be
impossibility mocks me, alongside
shame
and embarassment and idiocy
all calling my name |
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