that sounds silly doesnt it?, i suppose it is a bit of stating the bovious, everyone lieks to be happy, so let me rephrase it

i like true happiness, the occassioanl fleeting moment that i know is mine and my own.

At three in the morning on the phone, hardly awake enough to hold a conversation but a sudden flooding realization that i am not abandoned.

to be comfortable around smeone again, in a way i have not felt in a very very long time

to be myself

even if it is all only for an instant

those are the moments i like, the moments i live for, the moments that keep me living.

that last statement, was not as redundant as it sounded