Last update: 2004-06-16 10:28 p.m.
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Bi-Polar version 15 Even more of my psychotic ramblings |
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according to my best friend, you don't need to justify passion |
Its been so long
since my heart ebgan to beat
since warmth entered me
since i felt jittery and nervous
butterflies and weakness
running hrough me
at a touch
a word
a smile
and so i pour myself
head first
into intensity and romance and
surprisingly
honesty
a sort of excitement i have missed
since the year began
and fascination ended
and now born again
but new but different
(or so i hope
quite desperately)
to be touched to be cared about
to feel intensity
passion
a word slightly
less
analytical
a habit
of telling me interesting facts
i had no interest in
and a delightful bit
of care for me rather than
selfishness
(ah yes i recall
selfishness)
regardless
skin explored
no guilt
familiarity
and a sort of promise
not spoken or understood
that in 58 days
my year really begins |
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