i feel like shit . . . such a shit, shit, shit in general.
no i ant feellike a shit, that implies individuality and im not worthy of that, really im not.
I feellike curling up into a tiny ball and dying . . . i feel responsible, likes it my fault, but it sint, its no ones falt, i didnt do that to her she didnt do that to herself
dammit
I want to make it all ok and i cant becaus ei wont le tme and the world wont let me and neither will she