Last update:

2001-12-29
9:50 p.m.
Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings

alcoholic

sometimes I wish i was an alcoholic, like so many men in my family who can get drunk night after night and everyone else pretends there is nothing wrong. It would be such a beautiful escape.

I want to be an alcoholic and live in a gutter and worry about nothing else but the very basics, food and beer.

sadly, I dont even like the taste of beer