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Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings


      2002-12-30 - divorcation
      2002-12-29 - why
      2002-12-28 - wishful thinking
      2002-12-26 - cordless
      2002-12-24 - tree topper
      2002-12-23 - STOP
      2002-12-22 - moodswing
      2002-12-21 - christmas
      2002-12-19 - thump thump thump
      2002-12-18 - finding love
      2002-12-17 - make it stop
      2002-12-16 - thinking
      2002-12-15 - swings
      2002-12-10 - they remind me of those old GAP commercials
      2002-12-07 - kiss
      2002-12-07 - black out
      2002-12-06 - For Chas, because he wanted me to write him something
      2002-12-05 - pan galactic gargle blaster
      2002-12-04 - wrapping paper
      2002-12-02 - breathing
      2002-11-29 - run on sentences
      2002-11-28 - paternal
      2002-11-26 - words
      2002-11-25 - philosophy
      2002-11-24 - Aunt Flo
      2002-11-23 - one day I'll fly away, leave all this to yesterday
      2002-11-21 - change
      2002-11-20 - pitter patter
      2002-11-19 - vanilla and spice
      2002-11-18 - eh, screw it
      2002-11-18 - clarification
      2002-11-16 - what am i
      2002-11-15 - counter cross
      2002-11-14 - no more words
      2002-11-13 - wonder
      2002-11-10 - scented soap
      2002-11-09 - forty-two
      2002-11-07 - wuinea pig
      2002-11-06 - the good kind of lazy
      2002-11-05 - hmmm
      2002-11-04 - trivialized
      2002-11-03 - good day
      2002-11-02 - medium
      2002-11-01 - perhaps a good nap is in order
      2002-10-31 - rhythm
      2002-10-31 - -
      2002-10-30 - all hallows eve
      2002-10-29 - gaia
      2002-10-28 - crazypsychostalkerbitch
      2002-10-27 - blurry
      2002-10-26 - used and user
      2002-10-24 - an impromptu poym
      2002-10-23 - "pensive kati came back for a visit"
      2002-10-22 - shaded
      2002-10-21 - 17 candles
      2002-10-17 - hate
      2002-10-16 - smoky memories
      2002-10-15 - double edged
      2002-10-14 - labelling
      2002-10-13 - anti-socialite
      2002-10-12 - Questioning
      2002-10-12 - nothing much
      2002-10-10 - the nature of love
      2002-10-09 - no time
      2002-10-08 - a rosie tint
      2002-10-08 - cast
      2002-10-07 - creak
      2002-10-06 - plehb
      2002-10-05 - today
      2002-10-03 - the mroe you say potentially the funnier it gets . . . honest
      2002-10-02 - damian
      2002-10-01 - a three hour tour
      2002-09-28 - mental health day
      2002-09-27 - conflict
      2002-09-26 - -
      2002-09-25 - figments (not the play :p)
      2002-09-24 - -
      2002-09-23 - hehe ^_^
      2002-09-22 - ::kersigh::
      2002-09-21 - mardi gras and college do not mix
      2002-09-20 - Jsut a girl
      2002-09-19 - deer in ehadlights
      2002-09-19 - The Lost (attempt #2)
      2002-09-18 - The lost (attempt #1)
      2002-09-17 - tact
      2002-09-16 - soft
      2002-09-15 - stop it, you
      2002-09-13 - androgenous
      2002-09-12 - ken doll
      2002-09-11 - fade into you
      2002-09-10 - as i find msyelf searching for scholarships:
      2002-09-09 - life update, yet again
      2002-09-08 - power struggle
      2002-09-07 - dont ask . . .
      2002-09-06 - the anti-school spirit attending a football game
      2002-09-05 - . . . . . . .
      2002-09-04 - KICKASSSS
      2002-09-03 - Vinyl Lives
      2002-09-01 - it runs in the family
      2002-09-01 - experiment (pt.3)
      2002-08-31 - experiment (pt.2)
      2002-08-30 - an experiment
      2002-08-29 - what if i . . .
      2002-08-28 - language cannot acheive
      2002-08-27 - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BI POLAR!!!
      2002-08-26 - the kind of person i need in my life
      2002-08-25 - a change would be good
      2002-08-24 - im nobody, who are you
      2002-08-22 - not now, not ever
      2002-08-21 - that magical quickstop and surly bob
      2002-08-21 - that magical quickstop and surly bob
      2002-08-20 - a pit of poetic rambling
      2002-08-19 - no question mark needed
      2002-08-18 - angst
      2002-08-16 - one year
      2002-08-15 - in church
      2002-08-13 - in fact i do have two
      2002-08-12 - damn me
      2002-08-10 - ARGH
      2002-08-09 - a year ago
      2002-08-08 - chb
      2002-07-26 - paranoia
      2002-07-24 - god?
      2002-07-23 - to the girl who said she must have been dreaming when she thought other people cared
      2002-07-21 - beat up chevy
      2002-07-20 - cobwebs
      2002-07-18 - oops
      2002-07-17 - boob tube
      2002-07-16 - bi-polar
      2002-07-14 - READ THIS
      2002-07-14 - READ THIS
      2002-07-17 - free (there was an entry before this)
      2002-07-17 - in front of my nose
      2002-07-06 - forever lonely
      2002-06-30 - shiver
      2002-06-30 - damn, i wish i knew the kids name
      2002-06-23 - a poem for those of you going through bi-polar withdrawal
       - back for a bit
      2002-05-17 - sneak entry
      2002-04-28 - oh no
      2002-04-19 - oddity
      2002-04-18 - two short poyms
      2002-04-17 - sping is decieving
      2002-04-17 - slash and burn
      2002-04-16 - kindred
      2002-04-15 - sounds like lyrics to a CAKE song ^_^
      2002-04-13 - easily pleased
      2002-04-12 - a plea through song
      2002-04-12 - ice box woman
      2002-04-10 - pit of my stomache
      2002-04-09 - tolerance
      2002-04-08 - pinkie
      2002-04-07 - blue dark and sparkling
      2002-04-06 - bumps
      2002-04-05 - i dont know
      2002-04-04 - to you
      2002-04-03 - Sublimation
      2002-04-02 - statement of the facts
      2002-03-31 - home again
      2002-03-28 - vacation
      2002-03-27 - sweet dreams
      2002-03-26 - drops of jupiter
      2002-03-25 - insight
      2002-03-24 - Seeds
      2002-03-23 - Matthew
      2002-03-20 - Me
      2002-03-19 - scale
      2002-03-18 - if you're perfect
      2002-03-17 - my father's friends
      2002-03-16 - obla-di obla-da
      2002-03-15 - short entry
      2002-03-14 - flutter
      2002-03-14 - catharsis
      2002-03-13 - happy mask (reprise)
      2002-03-12 - happy mask
      2002-03-11 - cheesy love poim
      2002-03-11 - unforgiven, (and proud of it)
      2002-03-10 - oh brother where art though?
      2002-03-08 - shocking the masses on a daily basis
      2002-03-07 - by now
      2002-03-06 - orbital
      2002-03-05 - now if only i could take my own advice, no not advice, demands
      2002-03-04 - beauty of sleep
      2002-03-02 - the craptacular friday
      2002-03-01 - much ado
      2002-02-28 - Worthless
      2002-02-27 - 3 poyms
      2002-02-26 - church
      2002-02-25 - wher i come from
      2002-02-24 - party
      2002-02-22 - 2000 flushes
      2002-02-21 - romantic fantasy
      2002-02-19 - back to semi-normalcy (for me at least)
      2002-02-18 - destruction
       - Do You Love Me?
       - Spoil Me
      2002-02-17 - St. Valentine's Day Massacre
      2002-02-16 - Pure Morning
      2002-02-13 - hiding
      2002-02-12 - skinny
      2002-02-10 - problems
      2002-02-09 - of when
      2002-02-07 - guarantee threatened
      2002-02-06 - dont mind me, im just insane
      2002-02-04 - psych
      2002-02-02 - inspiration
      2002-02-01 - weakling
      2002-01-30 - poetic injustice
      2002-01-29 - boogie man
      2002-01-28 - broken dreams
      2002-01-26 - I talk to strangers ^_^
      2002-01-24 - Losing You
      2002-01-23 - Humming
      2002-01-22 - fire
      2002-01-22 - Misanthrope
      2002-01-20 - What happened to that innocence?
      2002-01-19 - little crappy poim
      2002-01-17 - rebuttle
      2002-01-16 - how to shock strangers
      2002-01-15 - HYPER ^_^_^_^_^
      2002-01-14 - all u need is love
      2002-01-12 - psychosis
      2002-01-12 - sparse emotions
      2002-01-11 - the woman in the empty chair
      2002-01-10 - child hood experience
      2002-01-09 - i AM silent bob
      2002-01-08 - mouse
      2002-01-07 - a response
      2002-01-06 - anger
      2002-01-05 - a short life update
      2002-01-03 - fear
      2002-01-02 - secretly suicidal
       - test results
      2002-01-01 - different