so to sum it up::
"hi kati. im drunk and I have feelings for you, i want to date you , but its the end of the semester and i am going back hom ethe day after tomorrow
oh and i have a boyfriend. . .oops."

we had a long talk while we went on a walk together around campus at midnight, then we hung out in my room. I like being with her one on one. I do.
I like her.
but oh well. hell, at least i get to feel good about myself, feel deisired a bit. like i am not completely unwanted.
::shrugs:: oh well. Was I really expecting something anyway?