th ebit of vodka in that bottle is slowly but surely decreasing to nothing
i only have a few more days
i want it gone before i move . . on thursday

i wonder if he felt this guilt when he left me behind to fend for myself, or if all he could think of was survival, it is taking a great deal of effort to think of more than survival

the vodka makes it hard to organize thought

this is the new layout . . i dont like it, expect a change again soon