i am working on a new layout, when it is done i'll do an update
i hate him, i do. it is one thing to make me cry, but to make the people i love cry . . . . to sit there with my borther, staring at the bookshelves, watching him do just what i did a month ago. hating my brother for being hypocritical, hating myself for not knowing what to say to make the tears stop.

i need to do things
i go back to greensboro on thursday, tonight i redesign this diary

see you