get the fuck out of my head.
i'm going mad, i really am. it doesnt take much though.

my lonely mind keeps drifting to you and i dont know how to stop it. i dont have much to do or the drive to do it . . . nothing else for me to do but daydream.
In my mind there is no one else here . . . so i daydream about you. fuck i shouldnt do this.

i told Krystal that i need to meet more people around here, i need someone to flirt with and daydream about, someone new and not you. I know better than that, i learned how bad that idea is a long time ago.

What I cant decide is if i actually want you, or if i want to want someone and the memroies of what i felt before are still there and still comforting.