Last update:

2005-05-12
4:05 p.m.
Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings

marco

my dad and brother get here in an hour. I actually want to get home
it is so boring, everyone i know is gone, its just me. just me and a dorm room full of boxes and bags waiting to be taken away.
i have nothing to do. I dont care if the car ride home will be horrible and painful, at least it will be fucking human interaction
my room is so empty it echoes, like really. in some spots i can practically have a conversation with myself.
its very lonely, i feel like i am in an asylum. I have been playing bookworm and mahjong (most likely spelled wrong) incessantly.
It is a good thing i suppose. the insane amount of boredom makes leaving completely not painful. it makes staying horrible.