so useless


there was a time
once
when i ould do soemthing
heal soemthing
change something
make things better
somehow

and i cannot find that time
tht place
that ability in my self anymore
not for you
and of anyone else
i do not know
after all, somehow
after all this time
someone you are the only one
that matters

and i try and i push
and i pull
and i cry
with no result han shrugs ad sighs
when i suddenyl realized, it is not that
i ost
some gift some talent
it is that it is
no longer
desired

Have I been replaced
or perhaps made unneeded
or rejected by
a mind so akin to mine own
my own self hatred
somehow absorbed
through osmosis
to one
who is just as alone