faced with my faults
laid out plainly before mine
eyes
so that i may clearly interpret
all that is crooked
skewed
painful and
unnatural
os faire mor clear to me
than it was ever meant to be
so that I may look apont myself
with disgust
and all the criticism i can create
and weed out from what has been given to me
does me no good
for hte fault i possess
thgat scathes me the msot
that is furrowed deepest
my own emotional shrapnel
is my inability to change
so that the fellow embedded bullets
may make a home inside me
with no fear of eviction
so my self hatred can rule over them all