having not written much of anything in the past month once i decide to clse off more i began to write again

i irst got into writing poetry during a time when i was shut down

i used to pride msyelf on not having a best firned, i found pride in not having anyone to turn to

it mnade me feel strong when all it did was amek me weaker

im so weak

i can trust anyone it seems . . . i thought that maybe, just maybe i could

sigh