i didnt play in the show

no snow angels

no snowball fights

no forts

no snowmen

more lonely nights

i revel in being alone it seems

i rejoice in solitude

to make sure no one knows

that i cant stand the empty rooms

i lock myself behind

four stoney walls

and scream and cry and wail

i hold myself back

and hold it all in

i wont let me

play in the snow