Last update:

2003-01-12
9:09 p.m.
Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings

dream land

there is this place that has occured in my dreams over and over. It is a college campus, but only ocne has anything collegiate occured there.

The entire area is covered in tan brick. pathways and walls and archways cover the area and light is always streming in from all directions, even in rain.

There are courtyrds everywhere one turns and they are always devoid of people. Bushes and flowers and potted plants surround the courtyards like seashors around deserted islands.

Sometimes i walk through the area sometimes i run. But i never amafraid and i never feel lost.

The place is so safe, even if what occurs is not. It is always comforting.

itis so warm even in pouring rain but the ground is not htere, i have never seen the grass in this place and all the plants are in bricked off areas.

For someone who loves nature as much as i do i dont understand why i dont find such a place disturbing where all the platns are controlle and there is no grass . . . .

somehow it is more like a forest than a forest. In the brick courtyards and walk ways tht are so open and free with the sunlight coming in from all aroun di feel like I am in nature, when in fact i am surrounded by brick and mortar . . I do not understand why

But this palce fills me with such warmth and i free for a moemtn in the dream.

Ikeep going backand in my dreams i keep finding msyelf there, so happily.