I am never going to get over him. No not over him, i am not under him. I will love him for the rest of my life.

That scares me a bit. To invest so much in one person. So much trust and so much emotion. And I love him.

I doubt he will love me that long. I doubt I will end up with him forever.

But I love him and i cannot stop that, do i want to stop it? part of me does, ,because it feels a bit hopeless, and part of me is in lvoe with being in love, because it is nice, wonderful even.

but I am afraid to trust someone and to love someone for this long