I bought new clothes today and kept going on about hwo great they looked. Me and Trent were absolutely thrilled with how adorable and hot I looked. We kept saying it.
Then I come back to my room at the end of the night. I look in the mirror at me in this new adorable jacket that it wasnt cold enough to wear but I looked so good in I couldnt help it
suddenly now I just look disgusting.

I am very concerned about him. I sincerely do hope he calls me afterward and lets me know he is alright.

I am just getting upset every night now.

I'm a horrible person