ive been thrown a bone

I feel kind of better a bit. I don't really know.
meanwhile someone has me worried as hell about them. Things have been set up in such a way that there is not a damned thing i can do.

still dont know what i am doing for new years

im not making an effort to talk to people, and i dont really understand why. its driving me nuts though.

i hurt

i thought i might puke this mroning. i got this weird combination of motion sickness and inner ear pain that made me miserable.

i think i am getting an ear infection.