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2004-02-17
9:03 p.m.
Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings

too much

Jupiter
---Jewel

Venus De Milo in her half-baked shell
Understood the nature of love very well
She said "A good love is delicious
You can't get enough too soon
It makes you so crazy
You want to swallow the moon"

Sometiems I want to fall in love more than anything, others i just want that emotion to leave me alone, its so intense. So much. So overwhelming. Love is a bit too much

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame

it burns and not always this warm comforting fire, it gets out of control singes your skin and consumes you, destroys you turns you to ashes.

ah yes ashes, and i rise again and again, alas thats me . . . now why would i voluntarily be burnt again

Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
Say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
Could swallow the moon

to be near someone, to know osmeone again, that would be nice, to have someone at my side . . . and then i would lose control, control of myself of my environment of everything i hold dear and am.

My hands are two travelers
Across oceans and lands
Yet they are too small
On the continent of your skin
Wandering, Wandering
I could spend my life
Travelling the length of your body each night

I miss being close. holding someone, touching someone to know what another body, another soul feels like. to here a voice in ym ear, to talk back to it, to have this incredible undiscoverable territory that no matter hos much you know someone, physically, emotionally, mentally, there is always more to find more to discover mreo you have not seen understood . . . . thats the best aprt of love the never ending discovery.

its just surviving everything else that is the problem

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Jupiter
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Be still my little heart
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Love is a flame
Neither timid nor tame
Take these stars from my crown
Let the years fall down
Lay me out in firelight
Let my skin feel the night
Fasten me to your side
And say it'll be soon
You make me so crazy baby
We swallow the moon
Swallow the moon