Last update:

2003-07-16
10:42 p.m.
Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings

panick

So the little cynical fat girl is feeling bold eh?

so she thinks that if she asks this guy otu to dinner he'll say yes? That just because he has been kind toher and her pitiful little mind has given reason for ehr to think she ahs a chance, a good chance, she is going to become brazen

Now accepting bets as to her reaction to impending rejection:

will it be tears and bedheets soaked in sorrow and pain

will it be anger and a lashing tou at anyone near, breaking thigns and angsty poetry?

will it be complacency a simple nod of the head and then a strange silence all over her for the next few days?

or do you want to take a chance? do you want to be a risky gambler and go for the worst odds and the highest win, If you are feeling stupid today you could very well place a bet that she wont be rejected

you moronic fool

after all she wouldnt let herself get away with rejection, oh no no she wouldnt know what to do if she wsnt rejected, she wouldnt know what to do with herself if she moved forward rather than the world pushing her and it actually worked

Oh god what if soemthign comes of it?

What would i do then? I never actualyl truly thought about what to do if soemthing happened.

(but its thundering now so i must get offline)