Last update:

2002-11-04
6:30 p.m.
Bi-Polar version 15

Even more of my psychotic ramblings

trivialized

what is love anyway?

somewhere (probably a movie) i hjeard that biologically love is the equivelent of eating very alrge amoutns of chocolate.

damn that msut be alot of chocolate

i tried it once, eating alot of chocolate, to see if i fell in love. I think that wherever thaat little factoid came from made a terrible mistake.

How can I describe ebing, in love? love is like bein glighter and heavier all at once. it is this immense feeling of openness and security. Fear and safety. When in love everything esle seems easier, even when it is unrequited. it all depends on the way you handle it.

unrewuited lvoe can cause you torment if tht is the way you choose to dela with it, it can tear you apart inside and make you want to die. Yet soemtimes, unrequited lvoe is the sweetest of them all. It requires a good deal of willpower, but I have discovered that one can be entirely happy with a feeling of love even when it is not mutually felt. It is a matter of caring abtou the other person enough that you want them to be happy, and realizing that you might not be able to do that.

it is giving love that is often better than receiving.

love makes life better, a devotion inside of ou tht makes even your worse sins seem right. guilt is absolved through the giving of love. if soemthign as glorious as lvoe is able to live and thrive inside you, then you must be good, despite all your flaws. If you can love, then deep down, the good outweighs the bad.

Eating massive amounts of chocoalate is far far different. at first eating chocoalte is nice, the aroma is good, the taste is sweet with jsut he right bit of bitter. Eating a reasonable amount of chocolate makes you feel a bit horny (it is an aphrodisiac after all) but nto in love. Lust is not lvoe.

after i consumed more chocolate i began to feel miserable. eating too much of anything can make you miserable. You develop diarrhea, not security. YOu feel wieghed down and it is hard to move, not floating htrough life

eating too much chocolate makes you sick

Thos whos ay that lvoe is biologically like eating chocoalte want to trivialize the meanign of it. make ti seem as though love is unimportant, that the need can be fulfilled from your easter basket. but to them I say this

if love and eating chocolate are the same, then love contains half the fat

^_~